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Mittwoch, Januar 05, 2005

OMG..today.. I have no mood at all to work.. to design.. to do anything.. I don't know why.. it's juz I don't have my mind at my head for the moment.. Ohhh..I need some break.. some day off... some THING (or someone ??) that can make me feel ALIVE again..

I know..I know..I should be grateful everyday..I should cherish every small thing that God provided me.. but..why this feeling keep me down..??

I juz need some moment alone..that my mind can rest for a moment..searching for enlightment.. my soul is crying for new wine.. I need inspiration.. something that moved me...

My vision maybe clear..but the process is what I barely can't stand.. yes..this is another step toward my goal.. Let God guides me all the time.. Juz like Psalm 23 "The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters." My pray for the moment is.."Hope this feeling will over soon.."

thought by IB Cakep | 11:24 AM |

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- wandering alone in universe...sailing the sky and reach for the stars.. -

Me, Myself and I

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